"When you're so tired that you can't sleep...
Stuck in reverse..."
-'Fix You' : Cold Play
When you have nothing, Dignity is the only thing you cannot loose...
What if, that was the only thing that was lost?
Would running away do the trick? Or will the lack of it, haunt forever?
What if, every night felt like the end of the world? And every day would be just another curse?
Would Life-Long Dreams be worth pursuing? Or would the "come what may" be enough?
What if, everything was given, but nothing could be taken?
What if the right path taken, was not the best road to walk?
Could the Long Lost Child return more than twice?
And if so, how many times would it take for the Everlasting Arms to close?
What could one do, if whatever made one special, was equalled by many more?
Whatever is left to do, when the cage becomes smaller? And the exit seems invisible?
Could one Have the Cake, and waste it too?
"Will i wake up one morning,
and see your face
and the streaks on the window,
that the rainstorm makes?
could you bear all the waiting,
and the strength that it takes?
could i ever break away?"
Am I destined to subside? To give in to this empowering downward acceleration?
Will chemistry overcome logic?
And when it does, Will I jump? Will I drown?
Or will I be forced to continue hypocritically rising facial muscles?
Forced to rise Decibels of unease only on the inner part, while it submerges deep into Ultra-Tomb?
Will I be Saved?
